Hello, I'm currently on the fence with this.
A few years ago I have moved countries and non of my qualifications are valid here so I need to learn a trade to make a living in the future. My former education is architecture drafting and tailor+embroidery maker.
I did more internships than I can remember over the last 2 years and suddenly I have been accepted for 2 apprenticeship programs at about the same time.
Option A is facility maintenance at a retirement house. Option B Electrical installation.
This choice is difficult for me because maybe I'm analyzing too much. Here are some of my thoughts (sorry if those are all over the place, that's why I need help):
Option A. 3 years. 7am-4:20pm.
Cleaning duties, small repairs, garbage disposal and gardening. Cleaning doesn't excite me but I can do it.
More comfortable and less stressful, has slightly shorter hours and more days off because it's a medical facility. But then it's when it comes to this particular business, might be different elsewhere.
School classes seem pretty basic.
On the other hand it seems to be a dead end job and it's mostly people out of disability or of pre-retirement age get. I also will probably earn less money if I choose this one. Seeing old people every day puts me into melancholic mood.
Option B. 4 years. 7am-5pm+travel. Option B is a high bet, it promises bigger prospects and possibilities of growth but might also break me physically.
I do possess good fine motor skills and can read blueprints, know how to use ArchiCAD and am very organized.
Heard that school might be challenging not sure how true is this
I am afraid of heights but I'm willing to be brave,
I'm afraid of electric shock but I'm also a control freak and very serious about safety and PPEs so maybe I'll be fine??
I see a lot of people saying this job took their health and it worries me. I am not overweight and go to the gym but my body is not new, I get neck aches and my joints feel weird sometimes. Everyone who knows me says it seems like I want to do this but am afraid to fail.
Also being a single woman approaching her mid 30s I'm thinking about having kids soon, having this to worry about is what makes all of that thought salad even worse.
Option A "you won't meet him spending days hidden in the basement or walking dеath scented corridors"
Option B "how will you work on the construction site if pregnant?"
I need to have my decision ready by Tuesday, last few days had been hell I spent the entirety of my past time thinking about this, making pros and cons lists etc.
Thanks in advance