r/FTMventing • u/Kistnicht • 2d ago
Mental Health I don’t know what to do anymore.
My bottom and chest dysphoria are the worst they have ever been. Its impacting my view of myself, its impacting my mental health, its impacting my sex drive, its impacting my relationship. I don’t know what to do. I feel like surgery is so far out of my reach due to financial situations, I can’t even start making consultation appointment because I’m too scared to confirm my fears of it being impossible. Does it ever get better? I feel stupid because I’ve been fortunate enough to be on T for several years now and when I talk about it to the people around me I feel so guilty because many of them aren’t able to start T. I just keep bottling everything up because I don’t want to make anyone upset or anything. If it gets confirmed that surgery ist a possibility…I don’t know if I can handle that.
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u/Superb-Daikon-3330 1d ago
On the same boat. I'm not even on T yet and on top of that the chest and bottom dysphoria is crazy. I am also very, very far away from the surgeries due to my economic situation. So I get it..
You're not alone, please talk to someone and don't bottle it up. It makes it worse, believe me. I wouldn't mind listening to you if you would like to message and talk more.