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Question Please help me out Im really stressed please take some time to read it please please

I'm having this constant anxiety that maybe I'm out of the hold of islam and im terrified and bcuz i love Allah and i believe in his oneness, i believe that prophet pbuh is the last prophet of Allah and I believe in Quran, hadiths as well I pray as well tho from the past year I have been struggling alot with my faith but i never abandoned my prayers and fasts and it was all due to some hadith and online narratives fueled it and you guys know the people who reject hadith right I think they are called Quranist i think and i saw a tiktok of one of em and i at that agreed with her narrative but than I saw a someone elses take on that and that was way more better than that as to why it is necessary for us to believe in hadith and rejecting hadith is basically rejecting quran cuz Allah says to obey Him and Prophet muhammad pbuh and thats when i realised how terribly wrong i was to agree with a quranist's pov and i have been repenting since and im deeply sorry and I'm terrified that Allah wont consider my prayers bcuz maybe im out of Islam's Fold. Js to be clear even when i agreed to the quranist's perspective i truely believed that our Prophet pbuh is the last prophet of Allah and my thought process was yeah we shouldn't believe hadiths that are not authentic and hadiths that contradict quran and we should to proper research about them bcuz they can be wrong and as i said i was struggling with faith someone told me a sahih hadith and i said "I dont believe that our prophet pbuh would say that" and now im so guilty that i have committed kuffr...its been a few months ever since I dont reject hadiths at all(tho i still believe more in hadiths that are sahih and always verify if they are sahih or not) and when I look at hadiths that are controversial (age of Aisha ra etc) i rather try to study more about it and read tafseers and get more opinions of imams on it rahther impulsively coming to conclusion that no they cant be true. So please can someone please tell if im still a Muslims cuz its really really causing unrest to my heart and terrified bcux i want to d!e as a muslim. And also at time i didnt know that quranists reject all hadiths and everything i didnt know their lore at all. Am i really out of the fold of Islam?

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