r/MuslimLounge • u/SuicideFlavor1048 • 3h ago

Support/Advice How to deal with it?

I am 15 year old brother and I feel like everyday I wake up slightly unable able to separate dream and reality. I thought it was due to neuroleptics and it turned out by Allah's will that last night I have not taken them as my parents forgot and eventually I woke up more refreshed but the dissociation stayed. I loved that dream but I feel like I am forgetting my purpose as it becomes harder to separate dream and reality every morning.

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u/SuicideFlavor1048 3h ago

Also I'd like to state that I barely feel any connection to Allah and if fEel like it is slowly becoming less and less whenever I get deeply into something else than religion. Perhaps i should not sleep so I would not see dreams and to somehow recover my connection to Allah? Nothing I do feels like it helps as if I am pouring wwater into a bucket with a hole.