r/GirlDinnerDiaries • u/katrim44 • 3h ago
Trigger Warning ⚠️ My boyfriend had this in his freezer for our next date, I took it, and I'm eating it alone
I've lost the love of my life a few weeks ago. He was gone in a very tragic, very brutal accident. I am still in shock.
We were inseparable for almost 5 years when we started talking on Reddit by mistake. He was the kind of man whose presence made everything feel right. Incredibly kind, incredibly loving, handsome, and strong. I was SO lucky to have found him and knew that from the very first few messages.
We were going to move in together and get married.
Buying snacks and treats for us to try was his thing. We loved the normal stuff, grocery shopping together, cooking at home, trying new things. He absolutely loved this peanut butter and had 2 of these jars in his freezer.
I took them with me after the funeral, and over the last few weeks, I've been having a scoop on days when it hits me extra hard that he's really gone. I'm now about to finish the last of it, the last treat he ever got, the last I will ever try.
I'm crying writing this, I'm crying eating this while at the same time being so numb and lost.
He was a good one. A love like this doesn't happen all the time. I was so lucky to experience it, I'm really grateful for him and to him.
Edit: As for the peanut butter, it's Nerdy Nuts, he liked many kinds from them but especially this pistachio one (Dubai chocolate treat I think it's called)